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Annehedonia

by Anne Beyond the Darkness

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1.
we'll always get ours when the nights are the longest just wait and see you'll let me win standing in the corner how can we do this to it should we strangle it ourselves before they decide to kill it do you wanna mess around some before it's too late i wouldn't trade this for anything but sometimes i don't know where my head is i just hope we'll have time to reach something new before we get lost that's how i feel right now like we're a very nice girl now this is something you want to hear you gave it to me on my first birthday you should see it is amazing it's got all the things we've never seen anything like it before last night was so warm now it's cold not in the morning last night we saw you want to hug and kiss now i just want to be it don't let me get dressed i lost the damned thing i like your knife and you know how i want to die i did not think it was real we had so much fun we know that it is like this when every moment leaves you more to be while everything else is fading do you want to come and fight me like you were afraid of me we know what we are even when everything else has gone into darker days i want you to know i can give you something even when it is too much for us you will see you could have done that to me glowing in darkness sleep and remember other states of mind i need to tell myself i tried one more time again i wish i could start over messing with the lights with this useless life holding you blood all over my hands dripping warming you it's thanking you it's a cold thought hitting you it feels good to cry will you face the sun get up and get your tongue do you want to be you not like i'll believe me just like you we'll hurt it turn it off and leave it it's something we can't have it's a need just to see my own skin that you like now lay down and close our eyes we know what to see how it feels most of the time we will try not to when we think of it don't let go i missed us so much tonight is the night we went to bed late and we fell asleep at three dreamed of something made something that belongs
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see you without it get carried away why don't you ask her return to the moon we're from the stories it's all in a month only those who need involve another we can not do with hostility we'll do you no harm i have tried to make you pretty you're so sensitive you were always like that like you saw something there that's why your name is what it is Mio and Anne this is history you're working so hard a type of writing never seen before i've got some problems and i do not care find some other words these feel familiar make this for me that would be nice is it too much no not this time try to help her stay together bury the bones do anything have you noticed how the air moves now only recently we will be the movie of the year sister burn so bright seen from the moon this winter was devastating it's time for search and destroy on the fucking moon we're seeing everything we've achieved we know who we were one of these days we'll get to the moon we can adore you i didn't expect to find us there in the stars come on you know i love that sound
3.
i won't go i'm so tired of it turn lights off but it's really a beautiful view into you why won't you be more sociable Anne draw your blood so you are four hundred years old now few of us you must be so bored keeping in touch with us clear the way this is a gift to all of us listen to them i can not believe this whole thing it's all fine all the way from way over there i bet you can go all the way what's that you see like you asked want to get so close to it i will try sure as hell corner of a dark universe for only us to enjoy the place where no one can see us lying on the floor for a few weeks strange accidents it is just the habit do not forget not the last one there are so many things all behind us in front of us why do you feel fulfilled calling for it to the future there must be a reason never tell me please come on in and tell me what it is want to want to pitch black in here i will take care of it i love i love you be careful i haven't said a word it's not it's not quiet creature well why won't you listen we heard we heard for the record do you know i've got this i do i do i know you do try not to kill them all get back get back a risk like that nothing dear i'm coming got to got to get rid of it always so good with words no more no more
4.
i wish it was done let us move it out you need more power i will keep drinking silly little girl i've got half a mind to get myself burned the things on the screen pretty face today death has become light it's the viewing joy one of the stone steps missing for ages want someone to eat we're fulfilling needs a public service you've got to wait until we're full just you and i when we were small don't want to risk screwing this up we got to think of tomorrow i will cut your throat you have to stay here it's so fucking dark just let this bitch die it's missing from her it will not come out could make us happy it's just a useless low life sit next to me tell me something let's get out of this room stop listening to old tapes it's a lucky day come back in ten years it broke the mirror it makes me feel old can i be worth it can't handle the job it is what it wants this must be a storm it thought i heard rain it couldn't have been give it some more time
5.
Hurt It 06:10
that time i really fucked up but don't talk to me about that it's too late it doesn't matter anymore at least we will be here when she dies it goes away and then it comes back it goes around and around just once please i would like to manage at least the bare minimum well i guess i fucked this up too what do you think we're gonna do just step around me you know this shit has got to stop sometime i know everybody knows i want somebody to come around i'm the suicide i want this i know you're not gonna use it nobody is coming for you what else do i have to do we don't have to hurt it don't have to need it and we don't have to rip our dress i think you're lonely and i believe you can make it in a night feel me i am warm and i don't usually hide in bright places oh you know i can tell you need a friend at least until dawn and now you're bored cause you turned out to be just another person come on now be kind i've never had a guest in my home before never told you we were supposed to be in some other place first hit me in the face please when the time has come to i'm not sure i live here you tell me if we're close tell me how we feel on your skin like the screams from the trees you have really great taste you know
6.
cold winds and long nights the days grow shorter after some changes it will be perfect the shadows lengthen it's just a smoke screen because up ahead waiting to be cut can i find you a harmless game someone who's scared and hard to see Mio can you get yourself something to eat from the fridge and maybe get me something too if you are able to it's getting dried out ten thousand small lies somewhere not far back knocking on the door where the air smells dead i lost all my blood it's hard to be fun cut my hair again it looks like i'm here who's always talking still haunting these rooms lend me your shadow too sleepy and cold what can i find you to keep you awake ghost keyboards clicking an urgent need harder to beat wanted to say it's your house too i am all so tired out darling please turn out the light maybe tell me a story too if you are able to
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Force Me 05:25
we wonder if you'd have been you and me you seem to be good at losing people i should tell my lonely sister it isn't nice to spy on other girls what have we made scarring herself sick of it all in love with it slaughtering all your friends like that would change anything we know what you used to do what it meant to you what is good enough for you is good enough for me i'm threadbare and worn i'll simply vanish off the face of the earth you never do it to me i want you to before we leave it's the most important part ghost voice echoing through our body moaning softly come here it's alright i won't make you see me i'm next to you throw me to the ground when it's the right time i want to see all of you just waiting to come home

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released June 2, 2023

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